What is not right?

What is not right?

“It’s February 2021. And I am scared… Listen to this 2-minute audio about the day I woke up and thought: something is not right…” #February2021 #Fear #Netherlands #Awakening #TruthSeeker #Museumplein #PeacefulProtest #MediaAccuracy...
The Myth of “It all needs to be done today”

The Myth of “It all needs to be done today”

One of the biggest things I used to struggle with was the thought that everything had to be finished today. Of course not in the sense that the world would end or that I literally wouldn’t survive if I didn’t, but that’s how my mind experienced it....
Do you feel superior to others?

Do you feel superior to others?

You probably know them. People who think they know better than others. They will tell you how it works. They perceive themselves as great characters, but have difficulty attuning to others. And therefore often have an (unconscious) lack of respect for the process and...
I made myself smaller for someone else

I made myself smaller for someone else

A sweet lady in front of me. Very conscious. Very sensitive. ⁠ Earlier that morning we talked about her reintegration journey, after a period of being ill. We discussed how she makes choices because she still has little energy. And how she quickly falls back into that...
“𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜”

“𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜”

It’s 2021 and I’m giving my first silent retreats. I put lunch on the table. And I immediately notice the first stories in my head. 𝘐𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩? 𝘋𝘪𝘥 𝘐 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘵? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵? I realize that I am insecure about the...